Panda-Monium

I find myself sometimes aimlessly listening to great music without really hearing it. That scares me. Do I, do we, really listen, but not really hear. It's something that's can't be helped, can't be cured with a shot or a lollipop. My thoughts and inhibitions get lost in something else. Something far more deep and concerning. Please save me from thinking something. Thinking that once something has changed, it doesn't, can't, feel or remain the same. No matter what shape or form it takes.