Lovely Mess

Lets see now...Do you ever get the feeling...that someone's using you? Just playing little mind games. You can't really call someone out for that, but what can you do? Sit around while you become another victim. Don't get me wrong, he's a great guy. Good heart. Sweet voice. But those eyes. Those deadly, intense eyes.....As they stare me down. I feel like some helpless little kid. Alone,...weak....vulnerable. And you know what?!?! Just because I can't express myself like others or give good advice, doesn't mean my word is crap! You what is crap, though....! Having people feel the need to taunt you and play with fragile emotion, just because they get a few kicks out of it! It's (excuse my french) fucking stupid and childish! And by letter!? Or Text! OR e-mail!?!? Puh-lease. Not worth anyone's time. And really, time is a precious thing. Waste it wisely.